dont ask me why im crying if you see me tearing up because there is a 350% guarantee that i will actually start crying really really hard
Do you ever, all of a sudden, get this overwhelming wave of self hatred? Like suddenly you hate your body, every inch, your face, your voice, your smile, your laugh, your personality.. you just want to disappear because you can’t stand to be yourself.
You remember too much,
my mother said to me recently.
Why hold onto all that? And I said,
Where can I put it down?